one day i won't be mad about this anymore. it concerns mostly the revelations i had upon installing and using StarryNight Freeman, which FORCED me to look at the stars. i wanted to anyway. So whatever, so what? Maybe the old system of symbols/consciousness archetypers is breaking up anyway. maybe there is some ego-death that has to happen to people when they look: for example, at the stars when they were born...

i was born at 1:05 AM EDT July 8 1969. Means my sun sign is cancer, right? NO. It means the sun was deep in the heart of Gemini when i was born. But i had to go throug hmost of my life thinking I was a Cancerian...and I like cancerians..whatever they are...

so anyway, i also have read about something calle dthe "AQUARIAN MUTATION."

Once at a party there were maybe ten of us and i started singing "this is the dawning of the age of your hairy ass..." and some people joined in. By the time we got to the whole room singing "YOUR HA-A-AIRY ASS..." everyone was singing along. (which is maybe what aquarius is all about?)